royals & touch

Why do writers have it out for blonde women? Look at Diana, I bet you if she went brunette she would not have ended at a bridge.

I could not understand why people made such a big deal of her and the redhead's toe sucking, I was of the new guard you see. Royalty is for fools, rise the proletariat! Now I get it I think...I just spent a delightful 15 minutes reading PTerry quotes in order to find the one about royalty and I got rabbit holed. Anyway, I am now a pretty avid Princess Megan fan. Ja hey. I can feel myself slowly *moulding into the frumpy forties. However, the level of scrutiny these people are under provokes genuine terror in me. The only kind of lit up I'd like to be is by reading lamp. The soft haze of Kindle light, if you will.

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When I just started dreaming of love, I would have this recurring dream of finding home and I can remember only his wool sweater and the succor of being held for just a few seconds.

Good thing I studiously *slaps knee* avoid actual touch unless it is for non-procreational reasons. Can't trust touch you see. Maybe that's why I was so virulently christian for a while. All the worship and "safety" with none of the touch. It makes projecting so much easier when it's canvas and not skin.

Maybe a lot of what our lives are, are exactly not getting what we want and if we do, only letting us enjoy it briefly before we fuck it up for ourselves.

Anyway, I will write my sweater man at some point. I figure I read sexy fluff and about elves with halberds so writing about love that breaks you should be about on par. Also, Imma make it steamy af :)

*You kind of have to appreciate the American spelling of this.